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Killvehicle · Post by **Killvehicle** » Mon Dec 11, 2006 8:06 pm

Well I am not a keyboard or piano player, but I have a real love for the piano, easily the most expressive instrument I think.. SO I bought a 49 key midi keyboard, just so I can get around to trying to play some piano, without being too limited by smaller keyboards.. Well this is really my first time playing the damn keyboard as I intended.. This is a piece that has a little meaning behind it.. I'll keep it brief, but it is somewhat related

Basically I have kidney disease, and I try to be healthy and IM trying to stay feeling strong and not get caught up feeling sorry for myself and my deteriating health.. Well this is one of the days where I just didnt feel good, my piss looked like Pepsi, and I was feeling fairly dissappointed with all my efforts, when essentially, they are only prolonging the inevitable.. Well hopefully not,, but anyway,, this is a piece that was played and never touched as far as fixing the mistakes or bad notes (which I think some are good notes!!)

Certainly a side I havent expressed in public forums too much..

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/songInf ... ID=4764433

Sickle · Post by **Sickle** » Mon Dec 11, 2006 8:22 pm

Killvehicle wrote:Certainly a side I havent expressed in public forums too much..

Maybe others will be able to show a level of empathy that you yourself are incapable of..

Killvehicle · Post by **Killvehicle** » Mon Dec 11, 2006 9:33 pm

Was this your way of showing empathy.??. Look, I'm not looking for empathy at all, I actually wish I didnt say anything. Was just trying to give a little insight behind the title, which is what I wrote the day I played this.

As far as me being incapable of showing empathy.. Well maybe over the internet I dont feel is a very good method of showing anything (other than music).. Just my thoughts about that. I'll tell you I have a problem doing that, I find it so meaningless to show empathy/any deep emotion on a computer. I'm not sure you can, at least I dont feel I can....

Anyway Im more interested in peoples thoughts on the music, and if it did anything to them, or its just mediocre playing with meaning only for myself... And I dont want to spill the beans,, but I DONT consider this to be about my disease, thats only what triggered me to play , its more about death and what I am leaving behind,, at least this is what I have come to get out of it..

Sickle · Post by **Sickle** » Mon Dec 11, 2006 11:36 pm

Killvehicle wrote:Was this your way of showing empathy.??.

I said others; I never said myself. I have about as much empathy for you as you have for me.

Safe Journey.

A little piano-ness for your day..