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- KVRAF
- Topic Starter
- 4278 posts since 6 Nov, 2009
I don't know what to do with myself. I quit everything I start. I push away friends. I can never hold interest in anything for very long. Church, art and music used to mean everything to me but now I just don't care. I don't believe. It's all just chemicals in my brain. Oxytocin, serotonin and dopamine. That's really all we humans live for. It's horrifically laughable. Extract/surpress oxytocin from a mother rat's brain and she doesn't feed her kids or even care for them and they die. We're all just masses of molecules. All a part of a universe destined to be destroyed with time. The sun will become a red dwarf and take all human knowledge and conscience with it. What is the point?
- KVRian
- 1266 posts since 30 Apr, 2004 from Louisville, KY
I believe...
There is a point -- it just isn't "our" point.
Sounds like you have contracted a severe case of K's "Sickness unto Death." (Can't be who you are, can't be who you are not)
I caught it 40 years ago...and i am happy to say that it has been killing me ever since.
There is a point -- it just isn't "our" point.
Sounds like you have contracted a severe case of K's "Sickness unto Death." (Can't be who you are, can't be who you are not)
I caught it 40 years ago...and i am happy to say that it has been killing me ever since.
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- KVRAF
- 6325 posts since 18 Jul, 2008 from New York
To get the most plugins before you die.arkmabat wrote:All a part of a universe destined to be destroyed with time. The sun will become a red dwarf and take all human knowledge and conscience with it. What is the point?
- KVRist
- 195 posts since 12 Sep, 2015 from The Fortesque Mansion
Interesting thread. And there isn't one - we make our own meaning (or fill our lives with enough distractions that we never have to ask our self that question).arkmabat wrote:What is the point?
Find whatever makes you happy and do that - do it a lot.
- Beware the Quoth
- 33175 posts since 4 Sep, 2001 from R'lyeh Oceanic Amusement Park and Funfair
Whatever you make it.arkmabat wrote:What is the point?
my other modular synth is a bugbrand