Bluing(An instant requiem)

[Seus Hawkins]

Emne: Bluing(An instant requiem)

Greetings

"Personal story etc. - can be skipped"

As the title gives away, it's a sad somewhat instant track made with the death of our beloved dog with the nickname Bluing as inspiration. These death's force a reaction. And one finds out which elements will vanish. There's the name, the trips, the joy playing with it, a part of one's identity, the welcoming cosy companion etc. And eventually one can choose to remain in the darkness or accept it and be empty for a while and then find something to fill the empty space, be it friends or maybe another dog. Anyway one figures out that "hey, I can live without these things" a thing that may sound somewhat harsh, especially when talking about a wife etc. but nevertheless, in order to get past it one needs to look forward and accept that it can't be undone, and basically also that having death is neccesary in order to have life.

I'm feeling somewhat empty now, things are more pointless, especially all that crazy capitalistic, superficial focus. It seems so completely pointless, and it is indeed. Great to focus on the important elements. Death is good. A necessity to appreciate life and live generally and a valuable lesson to those around the one who passed away.

Apart from these things it makes me more confused about the eating of animals, accepting and inducing such terrible things by choice. Pigs are even more intelligent than dogs but due to their looks people will gladly kill and harm lots of pigs but when a dog dies "ohh, the horror" and it is indeed a horror, it's basically as sad as a human death....I hope people start respecting lives and only take lives when no other option is possible. Given the lower amount of intelligence in plants and they're in a completely different category they are a better choice, both healthier for you and healthier for the world and the creatures(including humans) in it.

I made this track a little later after death visited our house(I'm not religious). It's quite instant, no fx's added. Made in one forthgoing timespan without editing what I'd just made but It's not completely instant since I did make some melodies that I deleted or altered, although it was only few times.

So somewhat instant feelings made into a track, I think it's quite sad and playful in a grey world.
I didn't intend to hear it afterwards but my family seemed to think it was a good idea, I don't know. We heard it together.

"The end of the personal story etc."

It's just me wanting to come out with some of this tension I guess - there's no need to reply, feel sorry etc.

So anyway, here it is(attached at the bottom):
http://www.audioshots.com/auditorium/vi ... 1418#11418

Description of file:
A requiem for our beloved dog with the nickname Bluing. It's somewhat instant and made spontaniously with few edits, no fx's etc. so if you're a hq addict I suggest you stay away.

Regards