Xoxos unbound: Steam, Models, Talent
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- addled muppet weed
- 111242 posts since 26 Jan, 2003 from through the looking glass
hey rurik,hope alls well as can be expected
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- Banned
- 12367 posts since 30 Apr, 2002 from i might peeramid
i seriously don't get civilised people. no matter how much i piss the reptiles or whatever off for not procreating and going against the 'establishment,' for god's sakes there's got to be somethnig better i can be doing than scraping gum off a wall in the back of a movie theater with my thumb nail at 2am in the morning.
i didn't do it, but, umm.. about those expectations.
you know she made me bite 1/2way thru my own tongue for saying what i said, now i can't bloody speak w/o sounding like shit.
no, vurt, it's not cool, it's really very not.
where do i get off just bitching and bitching all the time eh. sorry lads, just the truth.. 'to call a spade a spade' so to speak.
really sad.
i didn't do it, but, umm.. about those expectations.
you know she made me bite 1/2way thru my own tongue for saying what i said, now i can't bloody speak w/o sounding like shit.
no, vurt, it's not cool, it's really very not.
where do i get off just bitching and bitching all the time eh. sorry lads, just the truth.. 'to call a spade a spade' so to speak.
really sad.
you come and go, you come and go. amitabha neither a follower nor a leader be tagore "where roads are made i lose my way" where there is certainty, consideration is absent.
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- Banned
- 12367 posts since 30 Apr, 2002 from i might peeramid
after securing 'employment,' resolved a few days ago to continue working on a 'practical' algorithmic generator, and received vision (i do that jic you've missed that) that i won't be let to live to see next st. david's day. i suppose i'm sort-of flattered to have thought of something offensive enough to demand such redaction.
whether it's the thought of a single algorithm putting 'too much power' (eg. media-reception hours) in one person's hands, taking too much attention away from 'authorised' medias, or simply a disservice to humanity given the great bulk of ready music crafters, i do not know. maybe "they've" decided someone else is going to do it and it's not for me. all i know is that i will not be afforded the opportunity to apply myself to this task even having secured equipment and location. believe me; a coordinated culture can disturb limitlessly.
i do know that these words are afforded at greater suffering; that cracked ribs will be involved, she wants a great amount of blood, blah blah, why bother, don't have proof of anything do i. well, i was real.. i had a house, a studio, i had a police report, i had neighbors, propaganda, www.ruriknation.com a woman named lilia was murdered, all real, all referencable, within the insignificance of contemporary reference.. i had a tongue before i was forced to bite it in half as well. trust me - hurts like hell, and affects my ability to formulate language. oc it's vanity to offer myself as such, but doods.. it needs doin.. it relly needs the doin..
the bulk of man is so complacent to.. was it gautama or mahavira that was so displeased with 'those who entertain themselves with the invention of instruments..' as long as it's a commodity.. confucius attested to the provision of music to mature character, but that it should stop there, or involve itself so greatly in commerce. ! damn.
on the matter of proof, i don't know. i guess try it and see - make an algorithmic engine to decentralise popular attention, put some verbal component in it so that consciousness can be affected by new semantic combinant order, see if they allow your endeavour to endure.
so i'm just saying goodbye as a paranoid madman - i have a lot to be thankful for, having had an opportunity in my live to 'contribute' even in a way that i felt was meaningful for some short time, and be well received
which is significantly more than many incarnations are allotted.
i was also shown another vision for you to mark me on - could be crap for discrediting me. there will be an advance in mass air transportation based on the gyroscope, i'd expect within the next 7 years in a timely fashion.
i'm really sorry i couldn't show you yourselves enough to stop them. i've spoken of my father, a little of my mother, and of the events which coloured my childhood.
you'd understand. those of you who do and aren't with the right, and you know who you are, you are hateful fools.. or more explicitly, you do not know who 'you' are.
whether it's the thought of a single algorithm putting 'too much power' (eg. media-reception hours) in one person's hands, taking too much attention away from 'authorised' medias, or simply a disservice to humanity given the great bulk of ready music crafters, i do not know. maybe "they've" decided someone else is going to do it and it's not for me. all i know is that i will not be afforded the opportunity to apply myself to this task even having secured equipment and location. believe me; a coordinated culture can disturb limitlessly.
i do know that these words are afforded at greater suffering; that cracked ribs will be involved, she wants a great amount of blood, blah blah, why bother, don't have proof of anything do i. well, i was real.. i had a house, a studio, i had a police report, i had neighbors, propaganda, www.ruriknation.com a woman named lilia was murdered, all real, all referencable, within the insignificance of contemporary reference.. i had a tongue before i was forced to bite it in half as well. trust me - hurts like hell, and affects my ability to formulate language. oc it's vanity to offer myself as such, but doods.. it needs doin.. it relly needs the doin..
the bulk of man is so complacent to.. was it gautama or mahavira that was so displeased with 'those who entertain themselves with the invention of instruments..' as long as it's a commodity.. confucius attested to the provision of music to mature character, but that it should stop there, or involve itself so greatly in commerce. ! damn.
on the matter of proof, i don't know. i guess try it and see - make an algorithmic engine to decentralise popular attention, put some verbal component in it so that consciousness can be affected by new semantic combinant order, see if they allow your endeavour to endure.
so i'm just saying goodbye as a paranoid madman - i have a lot to be thankful for, having had an opportunity in my live to 'contribute' even in a way that i felt was meaningful for some short time, and be well received
which is significantly more than many incarnations are allotted.i was also shown another vision for you to mark me on - could be crap for discrediting me. there will be an advance in mass air transportation based on the gyroscope, i'd expect within the next 7 years in a timely fashion.
i'm really sorry i couldn't show you yourselves enough to stop them. i've spoken of my father, a little of my mother, and of the events which coloured my childhood.
you'd understand. those of you who do and aren't with the right, and you know who you are, you are hateful fools.. or more explicitly, you do not know who 'you' are.
you come and go, you come and go. amitabha neither a follower nor a leader be tagore "where roads are made i lose my way" where there is certainty, consideration is absent.
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- addled muppet weed
- 111242 posts since 26 Jan, 2003 from through the looking glass
id be pretending if i said i understood completely,but peace be with you rurik 
a friend
a friend
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- The Teach
- 8273 posts since 23 Jul, 2002 from flatness
gyroscopes are old news ...
... take care rurik (not that you think there would now be any value in doing so) but still not convinced algorythmic tunes and random phonemes will save the world ...
... perhaps ill just sit here singing tunelessly and mumbling nonsense and see ...
slainte rob
... take care rurik (not that you think there would now be any value in doing so) but still not convinced algorythmic tunes and random phonemes will save the world ...
... perhaps ill just sit here singing tunelessly and mumbling nonsense and see ...
slainte
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- KVRAF
- Topic Starter
- 12235 posts since 18 Aug, 2003
I think it's about getting past desire by satisfying all criteria for novelty and thereby eliminating all the (destructive) social settings/mechanisms that desire creates.
Probably safe to unsticky this, no? The irony of the stickied unbound thread is killing me.
Probably safe to unsticky this, no? The irony of the stickied unbound thread is killing me.
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- DC TC
- 2518 posts since 30 May, 2004
your tongue will heal, just try not to play with it too much. i bit the tip of my tongue off a long time ago. then kept on playing with it (the hurt was a weird one) so it took forever to heal. as for the vision, hopefully you're wrong. stop hurting yourself!!! don't let others hurt you!!!
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- KVRAF
- 4176 posts since 2 Feb, 2003 from lost in music
rurik sorry for all that,
may I understand more when I grow more
maybe you have whatever you need
tho I know my feelings are not at all important for you
cheers
may I understand more when I grow more
maybe you have whatever you need
tho I know my feelings are not at all important for you
cheers
sound is vibration, vibration is life
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- KVRAF
- 5703 posts since 6 Dec, 2003 from Mission Control
Back?xoxos wrote:i'm really sorry i couldn't show you yourselves enough to stop them. i've spoken of my father, a little of my mother, and of the events which coloured my childhood.
you'd understand. those of you who do and aren't with the right, and you know who you are, you are hateful fools.. or more explicitly, you do not know who 'you' are.
Time is a short thing then it's gone Peanut butter desolves gum.Regards
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- Skunk Mod
- 21249 posts since 10 Jun, 2004 from Pony Pasture
Cheeso: As many times as he wants to. He's paid his dues. Don't like it? Apply your "discretion" and "self-control" filters and don't pay any attention. I'm sure xoxos will be wounded by your neglect but will eventually get over it.
"SQUEAK."
"SQUEAK."
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- KVRAF
- 8389 posts since 11 Apr, 2003 from back on the hillside again - but now with a garden!
..well..
what, exactly, does one say?
ATB, rurik, you are something of a treasure.. I assume there's no chance of you raising the cash to come to the UK and have a more settled existance?
DSP
what, exactly, does one say?
ATB, rurik, you are something of a treasure.. I assume there's no chance of you raising the cash to come to the UK and have a more settled existance?
DSP
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- KVRAF
- 4760 posts since 26 Apr, 2002 from the bogely factory
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- KVRAF
- 1817 posts since 1 Jun, 2003
where is it that he lives?