This is a funny thing. I have, according to testing, an above-average aptitude for mathematics. I had achievement at a precocious level in some ways. I got terribly bored with the retarded pace of instruction in the retarded area of the world I was born in, and after a point I tuned out. I did not continue to work on it, and the outcome is: I will never become any kind of mathematician.Sendy wrote:The world is full of advice such as "you can do anything if you put your mind to it" and "anything you put in you'll get back doublefold". Well I love mathematics, I have a good mind for the concepts behind a lot of maths theory, but I just suck at maths, the actual numbers. I tried hard to be a mathematician but it just wasn't in me. Try harder they say, but people are cruel. You have to accept that in order to do "x" you have to have some capacity to be "x-minded".daExpert wrote:I completely disagree. If you can put your finger on a keyboard you are a musician. .tapper mike wrote:Honestly some people are not musicians and no matter how hard they try to be they will never be musicians. And for them I'll say this. Find your muse elsewhere. Being a musician will not complete you as a person. There are plenty of forms of self expression to involve yourself with.
The upshot is that the world of maths has kept it's magic, it's mysterious, I'm interested in it, but can only really participate in reading books for lay people. The good thing is I can use this mystery to inspire the things I *am* good at.
This is just a fact, I have no business asserting that I can, I know that. I have done more than 'touch the keyboard' there, but I have no business in the field because I did not take it seriously. If one day I decided to say I was, and I could not legitimately show I was, people would scoff, there would be no respect. Would I then be able to bitch about the 'smell of exclusivity'? Criminy.
But oh, suddenly it's music we are talking about and anybody, whatsoever, can be said to be a musician out of just the desire to do it! Amazing.