Xoxos unbound: Steam, Models, Talent

[soma]

I think you might mean Scot Solida, who lost use of his right hand after a car accident (I believe he's regained at least limited use of it through physiotherapy).

But I don't think the theft was the issue. Prior to the theft, xoxos had announced he was packing it in because he was broke and wouldn't have Internet access any longer. I think the theft was just icing on the cake. From the sounds of things, I think he was also moving out of his home without having a new one to go to.

That's the fellow, thanks.
The issues might be different but the philosophy stands. there isn't anything one can't overcome if he wants to overcome it. It really is a matter of mind over situation. I'm not saying it's easy... I'm just saying that it's not hopeless, and that he has friends here willing to help.

[shamann]

The key might be the "if he wants to" bit. I can't speak for Rurik's motivations, but perhaps he might not want to.

[vista]

rurik, thanks for all !

in the meantime i listen to some music:

http://speech.bme.ogi.edu/cgi-bin/fling ... box.pl?all

"virtual paradise"
"dawn"

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[xoxos]

i'm a sticky! shock/blush

updated webpages to reflect accurate links.. erm.. will do a thread

[The Chase]

ruriks back!!!

[xoxos]

Come on xoxos! Buck up! Pull your self together

in a fit of rage at being addressed about the identity of my birth father, my mother left the doors to my house unlocked while i was out looking for work.

while filing the police report, dudes across the road been playing the same 4 bar loop for 5 hours going "whoo! this korg! whoo!"

for the month before that, i'd been followed by a young pregnant woman who had been promised a share of my studio after she seduced me. failing this, she was murdered.

the guy across the street who attemtped to offer me magical training by peering into my dreams and waking me by whistling outside my window when he felt it appropriate.. thereby putting me thru months of hell and providing the necessary steel to endure these other events.. welll.. enuff about him.. people usually stop listening when 'telepathy' comes up..

but having your own mother do crap like this is kinda a big let down. oc now i sleep here and get eg. after weeks of fruitless job searching..

"so and so is hiring.. but THEY PROBABLY WANT A WOMAN"

..and oc the countless job applications where it's evident that no one of my age shall be permitted to provide for themselves if they are so unkindly as to forego sexual desire..

..are you still thinknig i'm sane?? god bless your magnamity..

..you want me to go on in face of this??

i got stung on the bottom of my foot by a bee a few days ago. funny thing is, i had been wearing a shoe for an hour.

you explain how the f**k that happens

then tell me again how i should 'stand fast!" by doing all but.. well, keeping to my self.. (ooh.. the forbidden autonomy..)

it's jsut better if i let them defeat me and not try and tell you guys about the imminent annunaki and the 'mysterious' superphysical nature of life, because the whole 'i'm civilised and you're a loon' thing just ain't vervacious to be listenin to

"buck up!" lol.. buck as in $ or as in rutting deer...

steve put it well, but who cares.. what a twat he sounds like eh don.

anyway, i laugh at your willingness to go to war to p[ay thru the nose for gas

miss me? okayokay.. going away quickly..

i'm not angry, just gotta give a hint at the full extent so that jic anyone else reading this goes thru it.. i remember years ago a pal of mine was thru the loop claiming his neighbors were attempting to inculcate the spirit of a tibetan mystic in him.. he was shelling out $ to this tohono o'odham shaman trying to keep his self and i'm like.. "oookay.. riiiight..."

welll.... fo reals

luv

[xoxos]

oc the police all decided i was insane and that my shit wasn't worth taking seriously because i am so crazy as to deign that my toaster was worth dismantling to fix instead oif just buying a new one like everyone else... strewn toaster parts all over the coutner top.. obvious "what a loon!" tone.. when officer says in dubious tone.. "did they do that to your toaster.."

f**k. plead case... lololo

[Teksonik]

It's hard to feel pity for your "problems" when compared to the suffering going on in New Orleans. Buck up. It could be a LOT worse.

[Voidoid Surrealist]

So, how's the Ahimsa working out for you?

[vurt]

I think you might mean Scot Solida, who lost use of his right hand after a car accident (I believe he's regained at least limited use of it through physiotherapy).

.

not that i suppose it really matters how it happened but just to set records straight i guess,it wasnt a car accident,it was a studio window that broke when he opened it severing some tendons and such.

[Sicklecell666]

steve put it well, but who cares.. what a twat he sounds like eh don.

I knew you'd agree with me..

[soma]

I got to visit AZ some time. Sounds like a differnet world.

Glad to know you're still alive xoxos.
Don't think that I am trying to trivialize your problems. They are real. And they sound awful. But I'm sure you can overcome. Find your center. Everything going on around you is only part of the chaos that makes order. The union of time and space by deffinition is temporary. People care for you and that is worth something.

[Shane Sanders]

hey Rurik,

Have you considered applying as a postal carrier? Lots of "alone time", decent pay and benefits, sometimes outside which is good. And if you ever really do go crazy, you'll only be "postal".

[vurt]

Why is this thread sticky. Let it float.

keepin it real!

fo shixxle!

[hoffy]

So... was it the "dudes across the road" that stole all your stereo gear? Were you insured? What gear did you have anyway?

and this pregnant slapper... got murdered coz she couldn't hook up with you?

Man... what sort of f**ked up town do you live in?

PS: i think your moms trying her best so don't hold anything against her...

PPS: thanks for Steam. i hope i can make sounds that are half as crazy as your life as you described it, that would be great!

peace out =)