True is, I think I have more talent for writing than I do for playing. My guitar playing peaked and I just never pushed out of my plateau. I'm not bad, but let's just say I'm not in great demand for my guitar work. Still, I love doing it so I do it. Lately I've been teaching myself Beatles songs on a lavender ukulele that I got for my daughter. Total silly fun.
But my more serious music now has a lot to do with devices and while my playing is still fairly rudimentary, I get joy from it and I love the process of manipulating the audio I'm producing into something unique. I never beat myself up for my lack of virtuosity. In fact, when I think about some of the musicians I love the most, I can see that they weren't all that either. I always was a huge John Lennon fan and I've already far surpassed him in guitar skill... now if only I could sing and write a tune like him...
