The first OSC I was in I got 40th place, about midway down the pack. This time I got 20th, slightly better. Last time I had two 5's, this time I had 7. So I did better than last time, and I did better than some people here...
BUT IT STILL HURTS!
Nonetheless, I try to tell myself three things:
1. The important thing is that I *finished a track*. I don't know about you folks, but for me this is HUGE. I have literally finished exactly 3 tracks since 2001, and all three have been for the OSC. I don't care if I get last place, I've finished a track and I've learned something.
2. It's all a matter of taste. The fact is, no matter how objective I want to be, if there's a song that sounds like Country or Hip-hop I'm not going to like it. Maybe I'll acknowledge its technical merit and give it a 4, but it certainly won't be a 5. And every single one of us has some sort of musical prejudice like that, even if we try to ignore it.
3. I'm going to try to make the next song better, but I am NOT going to try to win. I could do that -- I could analyze the style of the top 5 and try to make something with the same feeling -- but that's not my goal here. My goal is to make the kind of music I like to listen to, which is generally trance/techno/house and is NOT the favorite genre of most of the people here. And that's fine.
(What I *will* do is listen to the top 10 over and over and try to spot what's great about them, hoping it will inspire me.)
Just keep in mind that there are only about 60 judges here, and MOST of them are the kind of people who make music you didn't give a "5" to. So it's always going to be a very subjective thing.
Nonetheless I love the community feeling of working on a song with the same (software) limitations as a group of people at the same time, and I'm going to keep doing it any time I can (curse those Windows-only OSCs!)
Thanks everyone for your votes -- no matter what they were -- and thanks BJPorter for all your hard work running this thing.
[Side note: It's especially hard when my first two OSCs have been for incredibly popular commercial software. When I look at the old OSC results, some of them only have a dozen entrants! I think I might have cracked the top 5 in one of those if I had just tried...]
