Good shit xoxos!
xoxos wrote:
not much to tell, and what there is isn't going to do anyone any good.
seriously, the root of my 'musicality' is being born to an civilised (welsh) mother and my father, if you caught that story.
music captured my imagination hehe as a child, witnessing how important it was to people, eventually that awareness developed into a desire to change the mileu, since i am unable to find one that permits my self an habitat where i can live w/ out being pumped up the ass by asshole shitheads of the universe.
but that's a given :p and i reckon i express my awareness thereof frequently..
the technical story isn't any more exciting. during my institutional education, i sang when i was little (moved to u.s. in '80 at age of 10 for your notes) played contrabass w/o enthusiasm and dubbed speech between tape cassettes with little more :p
went to college for architecture, for the same reason i played bass.. when i was young i did what i thought i was supposed to most of the time. i'd taken drafting as an elective and didn't need to think about it to accomplish assignments.
my mother's father managed the lloyd's in rhymney, so they could afford to send me to the local uni. that lasted about 5 minutes, my free ride disappeared, and i've been culturally disaffected ever since.
the first year after flunking college i spent at arcosanti, since the tuition then was $400, and now i'm pretty much guaranteed a home and a job should i need it. i wouldn't bother now.. tuition's doubled at least, and paolo can only live so long.
i played a rack of $20 fx pedals (feeding a 2nd hand hondo strat thru them) w/ band 'bread horse..' we were in the kitchen and performed bibliomancy w/ 'the joy of cooking.' nice band name (well orig. 'birthday bread horse' but is to much..) i was and am a shite instrumentalist.. i can 'play,' but overall lack the physical presence and desire to be an instrumentalist.
'story' there is our only off-arcology gig, i was in the foundry and a shovel fight broke out, someone sliced one of my fingers to the bone that morning, i played the show in the evening. didn't affect my sound..
moved to seattle to battle culture, decided to come back to tucson to use my roots. spent a while in the 'art scene' (tucson's ~ "cultured") started "Fractal Chaos Collective.." eg. an "F.C.C." label that anyone could put on their flyers. had an i.d. card that said "i am elton taft" that got me discount movie tickets once :p
music was like.. and we did some shows.. a dozen non-musicians w/ array of objects, maybe just spinning a frank sinatra record around et c. just before i left the arcology i had enuff to buy a tascam424 (cassette 4-track) so i was popular.
g/f hooked me up with a deal on a used mirage.. "holy shit!" used that, the 4-track, a qx21 sequencer and a boss se-50 for ~6 years.. i 'dropped out' and spent all my time with that setup..
in my late 20s i started getting credit offers.
after a couple of years of accepting every credit offer i could attract, i had my lurvely h/w collection. perhaps it should be understood that communiction vs. survival.. my "you people are stupid and need immediate assistance" instinct totally beat te shit out of my survival instinct.
so had the synths, couple fx boxes, kawai q80 sequencer and a fostex dmt-8 until someone upgraded to cubase and sent me their copy of logic4 for free
then everything changed with vst. everybody and their grandmother is making tracks so the strategic importance of having gear was nullified. that's why i got behind se.. democratisation of the contemporary methods of communication. different mileu, same agenda. imo still moving towards the next stage.. a 'diverse forum of voices' instead of the authoritative, centralised idols. cecentralise authority!!!disempower the megastructures!
i have a memory of being 18, and observing that memes presented musically seemed huge.. eg. diana ross really feels love. how can real life compete with all the glamour of contrivancy? songs on albums were like special runes when you're a powerless consumer robot.. you have special songs for this, songs for that.. and you keep them all in a special collection that must contain the finest editions.. :p
*yawn*
seriously, you could have guessed all of that and saved yourself a minute. seeing culture change is my only interest. i'm no fun at parties, i'm lousy conversation (but can fake it for a bit if it serves) resentment is the totality of my being, which is why my name means "hymn of destruction" in sanskrit. i'm an embodied universal genius of destruction and i'm here because humanity was too stupid to prevent me coming.
so party on dudes.
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