mate the last 3 years i have lost hope the one thing that always keeps me going is hope i have grown to 266 lbs and haven’t had a girlfriend in almost 3 years now because my brain broke againBombadil wrote: Thu Jul 27, 2023 9:42 am Seems the best bet is suicide. She went out on her own terms.
Thing is, she had other children. What about them?
Not gonna make this about me, but I attempted suicide twice in 2021. They were, admittedly, half-assed attempts. I found I couldn't quite push myself to make sure there was no point of return. It takes a mindset quite different than what I experienced to make sure you never wake up.
I knew, as soon as I read about her son's death, with her history, she'd do this. I am fairly upset about this, even though I wasn't a huge fan.
The world can be an ugly and cruel place. It eats souls like hers and is indifferent to the trauma and perpetual suffering. Childhood abuse such as she experienced…all I can say is, I understand. My parents should never have had that privilege.
i have felt like what’s the point and a few people i know of killed themselves lately and i was like how do they do that “ i actually want to live but not like this way i am now , so maybe all the hope isn’t completely gone with us , and you have to hold on and build on that , but the childhood she has the humiliation from the pop industry and now her son , her hope must have all but gone out , like we said it may have been a mistake we don’t know it’s suicide yet but seems likely we will see , keep being strong my friend things can change .
