Black Winny - Are you ok? Every post of yours I come across is negative or grasping at some problem- problems that exist only from the side of your mind, not the object. For a Buddhist who is into peaceful music, you seem to be lacking inner peace! Remember, Buddha said that mind is the creator of all. If your mind is negative or unhappy, the world will appear that way to your mind. Have you heard of Buddha Vajrasattva? He can help purify your mind and achieve greater happiness and inner peace. Vajrasattva ROCKS> Wishing you a warm heart and happy mind. Good luck and blessings to you! -rich.