I understand what you're saying, or rather what you mean, and I apologize for my rant. I also ungraciously didn't mention that I found your music in your videos very beautiful. That's one of the reasons I bought Nora. You inspired me.
I'm one of those "show me" learners - very slow with the left side of my brain. Other people can read something and get it but that doesn't work for me. Must be because I was a war baby
So far I've been blindly stabbing buttons and switches in Reaver and Nora but I know this is not the right approach. A good step-by-step visual or video tutorial using Reaper and Nora will get me started.
BTW, I don't think your English is too bad. I think you have a little stagefright and embarrassment about letting us hear your voice, warts and all.
PS: When I first arrived in New Zealand in the fifties I could only say "Yes" and "No" in my mother tongue.
Good wishes to you Yıldırım.
